all i wanted was an explanation, but instead you ignored me and avoid dealing with your feelings. it drives me crazy and leaves me wondering every second of everyday.

whimp. For someone who was my best friend and said nothing would change, you changed pretty quickly. just dropped me. why because you’re scared or have other girls giving you attention, cool good for you, but that doesn’t mean you should forget about our friendship. Remember YOU were the one that told me you liked me. i never said it. But now I’m the one suffering. I don’t even care about the fling part of us, i care about our friendship. you were there when i needed to talk about everything I’m going through at home. you understood me the most. and now when i just need to talk or ask you something you are not there. it kills me. i don’t hate you, i just wish you would stop over thinking my feelings when you have no idea whats going on with me. Even when i try and talk to people about this, they don’t get it because of everything me and you told each other , things that you had never told anyone else. “you’re sensitive” …bullshit, you’re just taking the easy way out. And when you were so excited for me to see you a couple weeks ago, I’m finally 20 minutes away from you and you ignore my text. And the time before answer me like I’m annoying you. ..Guess sex does change everything. If i would have known this i wouldn’t have done it in the first place. Guess John Mayer was right. “friends lovers or nothing.. there can only be one.”  that leaves us at Nothing….